wh0 am I

im soo confused…i lost the meaning of living

fucking suicide

Posted by avaritia on May 28, 2007

im back home and it hasnt been yet a week and my fucking mom started an argument saying that my neighbours think im shit cause i was expelled from school and i was like woah…anh then i was influincing the neighbours son to behave like me….then the screaming begane and my mom said she commit suicide…cause im a failure….WTF ???? then she was talking abt me not studying from CHSE….is that the only fucking place i can study…and again i started screaming and my mom was like yah…im doing whats gud 4 u..and i said yeh yeah amd went to my room and cried to myself and thought of what my mom said abt suicide…it suicide worth going away from all the problems…i dont believe suicide solves anything but only makes the problem dissapear….wat the hell am i supposed to do ???my insides feel like shit….or shud i overdose on my medication from my psychiatrist. life is all a choice…………..

5 Responses to “fucking suicide”

  1. stranger said

    I think your mom is trying to tell you how important your studies are to her. You should sit back and think. Male’ is changing. You have to work hard to earn a decent living. There’s always a social pressure for parents.

    If you’ve been expelled from school you have to expect a reaction from loved ones. That’s because they care.

    Think positive. Don’t think about dying, because even you can change the world for the good by living and making a difference.

    And most of all don’t spoil the neighbours kids. If they don’t like you hanging with their kids then earn their respect if it’s worth it. You can’t earn anything with anger and hatred.

    Think Positive.

    Your friendly neighbourhood spiderman!

    Peter Parker (Remember even i cried in the last movie! It’s very ok to cry)

  2. shanoo said

    Suicide can never be the solution..

    As Peter parker says, your mom is hurt and angry and its the only way she knows how to express herself, you shouldnt take it to heart..just ignore it.. sometimes its better not to react..

    Its not all about a piece of paper, its about trying and u are trying now and thats what matters explain that to you8r mom she might understand, but even if she doesnt, its alright.

    We all are different, and sometimes our parents cant accept that,its hard for them coz they have so much aspirations and a certain fixed idea of who we should be…. just know that and do your thing..

    Dont give up..it will be alright.. time does make most things right..

  3. bulhaa said

    *hug*

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  5. paradox said

    keep on going! u r brave enough to come up to here and im sure things will turn out right for you .. it always does in the end!

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